Holiday; Part Three

now playing: Genie In A Bottle - Christina Aguilera

Its Eid al-Adha tomorrow! Happy Eid everyone. Despite the busyness of preparing rendang bagai, I went to watch New Moon just now with Mimi. Haha it was full house. Nampaknya Malays now prefer movies then staying at home before eid. Maybe they were stressful or yeah today is school holiday.

Back to the movie that I watched, I gave 3 out of 5. This time around is better compared to before. To be honest, I watched this movie twice ;p. So I think, it is good enough for me to give my point of view of the movie right.

New Moon is apparently had made predominant teenage female audience driven delirious when Robert Pattinson, Taylor Lautner and a group of native American men all strip off during the movie. Haha but I can't deny that Lautner who plays Jacob Black has a very beautiful body. When he's been asked how he attained the 'body beautiful', he said "Obviously, it required a lot of hours in the gym. But the most important part for me was the eating process. It was actually the most difficult. I had to double or triple my calorie intake per day, and just a matter of eating every two hours. Just disgusting things like meat patties, raw almonds, sweet potatoes."

Besides shirtless men, desire and sexuality also part of the theme ;p Why desire? Ehem look at Edward people! He has been seen as symbolising the heartaches and risks of teenage sex. Edward refuses to physically "consummate" his relationship with Bella, and every time they kiss and things getting steamy, he will fling himself away, in disgust of his own desire.

Gay metaphore? This is obvious ok! Let us see girls, the rest of New Moon concerns Bella's growing relationship with local beefcake Jacob, latter though, in another telegraphed allegory, Jacob is struggling with his sexual orientation and eventually rejects Bella for a foursome of local rowdies in cut-off denim shorts and baby-oiled torsos. 'It's not a lifestyle choice, Bella! I was born this way!' he says, before fleeing into the woods with the beefy boys - they are also werewolves, but in the movie's hysterical emotional register, this is of secondary importance.

Hurm it is up to you to think but these are what I can view from New Moon. Hahaha kebosanan cuti :)

*aww aku patot tgk New Moon dgn boyfriend-boyfriend ku ;p MSO,BOGO,SYIDEE,TET,NAS!!!

Holiday; Part Two

now playing: Unwell - Matchbox 20

(|) Holiday is still in the air. My mood now is boring. I'm so lazy to do anything even to search for my missing handphone. Damn, what a lazy bump I am right, and no joking that I am gaining weight.

(|) I was looking for my friend just now at Facebook. I could not find him. Later I realised that he deleted me. Gosh what an immature act. I know you are mad at me but is that the solution? I never hate you but maybe this is the way for you to tell me that you hate me kaan? I added you back Za'im and it is your own choice whether to put an end or not to our friendship. Aku terima saja ape2.

(|) There are lots of things in my mind that I want to do this holiday. But I didn't start a single thing pon lagi. This is not a long holiday but still I think I can do a lot.

1. Clean up my room
2. Update my clothes
3. Service Redie
4. Wash Redie
5. Settle the bills
6. Settle JPA things
7. Karaoke @ Pavilion
8. Renew roadtax
9. Spend time with friends
10. Spend time with family plus Kak Intan :)
    

(|) Just to inform everybody, for the time being my phones are not with me and I can't drive anywhere because the roadtax had expired.

*berterus terang sahaja kan bagus Za'im. edited for kak intan

Kesal

now playing: Berhenti Berharap - Sheila On 7

Aku sedar aku telah mempergunakan kau. Aku salah kerana aku tak pernah kisah pun pasal kau. Aku kesal kerana membiarkan kau tanpa di belai, tanpa di gosok, dan tanpa di service. Maaf kan aku...




... R E D I E :(

*pecinta alam yang alpa

Holiday; Part One

now playing: Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

Officially I am a student on holiday. Up to 7th December, I have no plan. As usual I'll spend my holiday randomly. I read Azam's blog and he feel empty coz he has no idea what to do this holiday. Why is it this holiday being so empty and clueless eh?

The answer to that is because of the semester that we just ended few days back. The semester was horrible up to the point we, oh yeah me to be specific me my self, I did not pay any attention to myself and kept on thinking the bad things that happened.

Although I have no plan for this holiday, but I do have plan for this coming semester. I don't want this coming semester to be horrible as the last one. I know that I had ruined my pointer and it is time for me to correct it back. I am not going to graduate with second class degree!

I am still awake at this time because I just came back from watching 2012 with MSO and MSA. The movie was ok not that bombastic. For me, the story line is merely the same like the story on Noah in the Quran. They have this big ship with all kind of species in it. I gave 3 out of 5. No impact on me but one thing that I feel really stupid is that at the end they count the year back from beginning. There are still people survive thus, it is still not the end of the day laah!

Ok next will be Pisau Cukur and New Moon. Oh yeah, after Dalila coming back from KK and Dina from Bali, we are going to sing at Red Box :) Hope the plan will go on. Ok laah, I need to get some rest takut tak bangun pulak esok. Tata everyone.

*hidup ku makin pulih

Restart

now playing: Tik Tok - Kesha

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Exam week is still on and I'm still stuck. The last paper will be on the very last day which is this Thursday. As normal as a student can be, I am not excited to sit for that paper. Enough is enough. After 7 papers, I know that I had lost two A's. I am not kidding myself but I am not going to study for this coming paper.

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I am no more in my depression mood. Last post showed that I was sad and depressed. But after all the wacky wacko confessions I made and 'truth and dare' game with my friends, I have no reason to be gloomy anymore. I am a grown up guy and I think I am ready to behave like one. I don't want my childish selfish attitude to control me. Lonely I am, that is what I want.

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Di sebalik kesibukan exam, aku bersama rakan-rakan biasa telah memboloskan diri dari pagar utama IIU dan bergegas ke ASWARA. Apa yang telah berlaku ialah, kami pergi menonton theatre bertajuk Lysistrata. The show was fantastic! (pelajar sociolinguistic tahu analogy ayat ini) Setelah selesai menonton, kami yang masih tidak mampu menahan keterujaan telah memandu kereta kami ke Pavilion. Di sana atas desakkan nafsu, kami bersetuju menonton 'This Is It'. OMG it was amazing and plus point was we were the only people watching 'This Is It' that night! We were screaming like hell and dancing like there will be no more exam paper waiting :) Dan sememangnya lah setelah berjoli-jolian kami tidak akan pulang ke kandang (IIU). Peluang keemasan jangan dibazirkan. Maka kami pon overnight di McD Ampang. Berikut adalah mereka yang terlibat dalam operasi brilliant ini...

Dina Abdul (ketua perancang operasi)
Shaba Jelita (assistant ketua perancang operasi)
Din Vogue (penampilan terhebat)
Atikah Lilo (over exited girl)
Anwarul Amirah (yang telah berjaya lari dr round table)
Makcik Lya (mangsa round table)
Ain Aqilah (yang hanya menonton di ASWARA)
Niqie (mangsa Makcik Lya)
dan...

aku lah ;p

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*bad romance :)

Noktah

now playing: Tangisan - Aku

Kita sentiasa tidak puas hati dengan apa yang kita ada. Kita selalu terlepas pandang apa yang ada di depan mata kita. Dan aku adalah diantara kita. Aku dah tak tahan lagi dengan keadaan yang tidak pasti ni. Aku lemah, dan aku tahu aku tidak sekuat insan yang lain. Perasaan aku sentiasa insecure. Aku rasa yang aku tidak mungkin dapat membahagiakan orang yang aku sayang. Aku seorang yang gagal.

Aku tahu aku mempunyai intan yang amat berharga, yang menyayangi aku. Tapi aku takut. Aku takut yang aku akan melukai intan yang sangat aku sayangi. Lagi lama aku simpan, lagi confuse aku. Aku sayang tapi aku tak boleh simpan. Aku tahu yang aku tidak layak untuk intan yang begitu berharga. Aku hanya seorang insan lemah yang selalu gagal mengawal perasaannya.

Hati dan perasaan memang tak boleh di buat main. Aku takut aku akan terus melukai, aku takut aku terus memberi harapan palsu, maka aku letakan noktah. Bukan aku telah menjumpai sinar baru atau membencimu tetapi aku sayang kan kau. Tidak mungkin akan ku jumpa sinar seindah kau lagi. Kau bukan saja buat aku tertawa tapi buat aku rasa melayang.

Setiap titisan air mata yang jatuh ni, menunjukan bertapa kau tidak dapat kulupai. Aku bukan mintak perpisahan cuma aku mintak ruang. Aku tidak tahu apa yang aku rasa dan fikir lagi. Aku bingung dan kebingungan aku ni akan melukai kau. Lebih baik kita menjadi seperti yang lain, berkawan.

Harapan ku, kau terus kan kehidupan ini kerana aku tahu kau kuat. Hati kau tidak selemah hati aku, dan ingat lah yang kau sentiasa dalam ingatan ku, dalam doa ku, dalam mimpi ku. Intan seperti kau tidak boleh dicari ganti. Hanya kau seorang sahaja. Mengenalimu adalah pengalaman yang paling berharga dan menyayangimu adalah sesuatu yang tidak boleh digambarkan. Aku tahu kau sedih, ingatlah yang kita mungkin tidak dapat bersama sekarang tetapi di akhirat kelak tiada siapa yang tahu.

Kita bukan mudah, menjadi kita memerlukan pengorbanan yang amat besar dan aku tahu sekiranya kita berjaya, Allah akan memberikan ganjaran yang amat besar, jauh lebih besar dari apa yang kita sangkakan. Aku mungkin bukan seorang yang tinggi ilmu agama, tapi aku tahu yang aku telah melakukan sesuatu yang betul. Aku harap kau juga redha dengan keadaan ini kerana ini lah keputusan yang terbaik untuk kita. Aku sayang kau.

*noktah

Si Kunang-Kunang

now playing: Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls

It has been almost a week I stays at home. My routine is just the same. Waking up late, spending hours in the bathroom, munching cookies, reading books for finals and facebooking. If only I have option to opt to other things.

This coming Sunday there is a paper waiting for me. Huh, others gonna enjoy themselves and me gonna stuck with those exams. This is the fact that I have to face. Others busy with exams this week while me, enjoying the exam-free hours.

Starting this Sunday up to 19th, I have no time to facebook, to wake up late, to watch those cartoons at Nickelodeon. Am I sad? No I don't. But my TQ2000M and PSCI 3111 really scare me. My CAM is not sufficient for me to pass these two subjects. Dear Lord, please I don't want to repeat. I had enough.

Only this morning I realised that we are now in the 11th month of the year. It was quick! Another one month is 2010. I still don't feel anything or experienced anything. What should I talk on next year about this year? I have nothing! Or maybe, yeah talking shit like I wore Baju Melayu at Atikah's place and went to Cloth and Clef with it. Damn boring.

Now I know why my lecturer said human is the most boring creature ever live. They follow routine and never think of changing it. Congratulations people :)

*kunang-kunang tu ape?

Down Memory Lane

now playing: Ketulusan Hati - Anuar Zain

It is 4.04 in the morning and I'm still out of bed. I'm not at home, where my usual place when I update my blog, instead now I'm in UKM at my friend's room. It was few semesters back when I first time land my feet on UKM's ground. And it was at that time I first met E. It was my memory.

And tonight is not my second time though, it is my third :) Haha life has move on, E is no more here since E graduated last convocation. Me? I am still studying walking slowly towards my convocation day. Two more freaking years to go. Hehe never mind coz next year Z will graduate thus, I still can feel the vibe of convocation day :)

I'm not in the middle of holiday yet, I'm still in the middle of final exam. I just finished with my first paper yesterday which was TQ2000M and the next will be on this Sunday. Yeay I have almost a week to study which I don't think I will :p As mentioned that this semester is the worst semester ever, it seems that all the bad things are getting better. I don't know why but towards the end nih, I feel much more relax and enjoying my day :)

Alhamdulillah. I don't want my life to be miserable all the time. I'm hoping that next semester will be better. I don't know whether I should sleep now or not. I am not that sleepy but one thing for sure I need to put my full stop now although I want to tell you more about my outing to Putrajaya just now. Ok I will I will update you with that later. Tata...

*best nya si Bogo n Mso tido